To know how much he hurt you. Just an object for others to use for their personal gain and needs. You were not only going to have to share a room with Bucky, but you were going to be stuck in the same bed with him now. But its sad and complete and I knew it complete when I wore a younger mans clothes! Scott sang his part while standing on the other couch. Like you could. Bucky took a step closer to you and growled in a viscous but sarcastic tone. He can have any girl he wants, except you. Why has she been sleeping in weird places? Bucky talked quietly, not wanting to wake you up. When Im not working, that is, but you work a lot too, so its fine, and oh my god, Steven-. Bucky shuffled out of the elevator and watched you with a careful eye, his heart was hammering in his chest and his whole body felt tingly. Sam groaned into his pillow, he was glad his face was being covered or else the bright overhead light of his room would certainly cause pain to his sleep filled eyes. You survived a whole year, and you were strong even in your saddest moments. Y/N, youve both had your chance. You left with hardly a goodbye, it killed you to do so but its what had to be done. When you looked up, only Steve was in the room, dumping the burnt food into the bin and you looked around, confused. She asked you to save her, she begged and sobbed. Im not saying that after today then its all going to become magically better or anything. He'll make me get his name on my bicep." Bucky whined and reached for you. After an awful past, you enlist in the military and try to escape. Clint nodded. Like expected, the light in the kitchen area was on and both Steve and Bucky were inside. Thats what she likes to be called.. The sequel to my other cringey work, You, Me, and the Secrets We Keep. The only response he received was a glare from you before you exited the room. Nothing was completely registering in your mind. Swearing. When you heard your phone go off, you jumped and yelped in happiness. Your eyes flickered back to the page full of boring text. Bucky!. It hurt you. Warnings: Language, Fluff. Thankfully, there are two men in your life you've always been able to count on to be there for you; your dad and his lifelong best friend and your honorary uncle. Buy him flowers, are you serious? You laughed and looked up at her, when you saw her face was dead serious, you laughed even more. You smiled slightly to yourself, thinking that this place might not be so bad at all. My name is Y/n. You took a step back and brought his hand with you, allowing the arms-length between the two of you. As they work everything out, the situation becomes increasingly dire. Suddenly you grinned, a wide and playful grin. Bucky was coming home from a two week long mission and you couldnt be more excited. (So cliche, I know) if she didnt have hair long enough to tie up thatd be great cause all I ever read about is girls with long beautiful hair which I dont have :P. It was well past midnight. Bucky had gotten home five minutes ago and instead of you greeting him at the door; it was Tony. send your idea in to see it brought to life! Agent Romanov already got all the information we needed. the girl snorted and crossed her arms. All of that you could deal with, it was the flirting that made your cheeks flush and your heart beat a little faster than normal. His hold on you tightened for a moment and even though it hurt, you didnt react. And then I was like, girl, and she was like, girl, and I was like, girl, and then she was like, girl. Steve grabbed Buckys shoulder to keep him from flying over the ledge himself, you didnt even realize he was there until you saw him through watery eyes. You sat quietly while eating your Lucky Charms and Steve drank his coffee while he enjoyed the peace. Do you want Bucky back? Sheinterruptedyou and raised her eyebrows. So many things could happen, one thing could go wrong and he would be gone. You were the one person she was counting on most at the moment and you failed her. His unsure voice gave you even more anxiety. You wanted him to laugh, smile, be silly and have fun with her. He would just have to wait and see. And I'm serious. How about you go drink a large cup of calm the fuck down?, What did you think was gonna happen when you said, Bucky raised his voice to be higher and squeaker like yours. Is she pretty? You set your cup down and cocked your head slightly at him, you truly wanted to know. I, uh, I have no idea what youre talking about, Your eyes hardened and you took another step towards him. This is heavily influenced by my personal experience, ya know, except having someone who cares lmao. Which sadly, included texting. Whoa, I havent seen her, what happened? Steve sat up in bed, suddenly wide awake at the urgency in Buckys voice. Take your girlfriend to bed so I wont find her on top of the fridge tomorrow.. Will your love for one another survive? He was tired of listening to the two of you. You stumbled back and turned toward him. ! instead of how can we help? and it made you retreat into yourself even further. He didn't mind if you did tell him, but if you wer. Headed to death with nowhere to lay low to avoid being caught by the men wanting to finish the job, you gamble your life by seeking sanctuary with the one person from your past who had let you go. Bucky just watched as the two of you conversed, he didnt speak and only watched in an awe of silence. Sometimes we have to save hundreds of lives for the price of one. Wanda tried to comfort you. The gesture seemed to calm him in the past and you could have breathed a sigh of relief when you saw his shoulders relax a little. In the immortal words of Brandon Lee in the Crow "It can't rain all the time.". You sucked in a sharp breath and Bucy winced as you did so. "Come on," you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Bucky's poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles - he wasn't wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed - and smiled wryly. Nothing in your life had ever reassured you that you were worthy of that type of love, that your life meant enough to accept it. You closed your eyes for a moment too long and by the time dinner was over you were stumbling down the hallways trying to keep yourself awake. Nat flopped down on the bed beside you. Still in your pyjamas it was the end of the working week and you planned to make the best of the weekend, which included spending all of it in your sleepwear you didnt look very intimidating, but you tried your best to show that you were entirely serious. Out! Step two; Scott. You leaned against the cabinets in the medical lab of the Avengers Tower. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. He never smiled either. Steve didnt have a girlfriend, and even if he did he would never call her a name like babygirl. But today was not a stressful day, it was not a sad day or a painful day, it was a happy day. instantly realising why bucky was so concerned. Youturnedyour head back towards Scott and looked up withsparkling brighteyes and a soft smile. He fell for your quick wit, your sense of humor, and your adorable quirkiness. Oh and lover boys engaged.. Wanda pulled out a bar chair you had on the other side of the island and sat down, leaning forward as far as she could. Babygirl. Steve repeated the name, he sounded teasing in a way as he poked fun at the sleep-deprived Soldier who stood rigidly and annoyed beside him. Although, Bucky hardly seems to reciprocate her feelings - or for that matter, have any at all. That was the last straw. "Mornin' sunshine" Logan greeted, zipping up his jeans. Your hair was pulled into a ponytail, baby hairs lining your neck and forehead. Apparently, he was wrong. One day when you and Steve were training he mentioned an idea to you. You might drive me insane, but I see that there is good in you thanks! Haha, very funny. You threw the folder on the bed and got up. The aching feeling in your chest while he was away felt like you were suffocating. The delicious treat already smells like heaven and you are excited to try them. Dont tempt me., You wont hurt me, you said again, this time louder and with more confidence. Bum bum bum bum. You fumbled your lips, your eyes watching as Bucky paced back and forth in front of you, occasionally running a hand through your hair. As you stepped up to make word on your promise, Steve jumped up to split the two of you apart. TONS OF FEELS. content in the future. A forbidden relationship starts and even though you know it's wrong, you just can't help it. She sounded good for Bucky, he needed someone like that in his life. A huge airblown snowman had started to grow behind you, you recognized it from last years Christmas decorations. This time his expression was softer, his eyes still held their previous anger, but a careful and worried look was now taking over. Whatever you say.. DO YOU KNOW HOW UPSET I AM?? The man was as stubborn as a cattle. A/N: Fear not, Bucky and the reader are happy in the end. Cadence, however, isn't discouraged and continues trying to get him to open up - with no particular hope of him ever feeling the same as she does. Normally most of the Avengers were up late but the ones who were sleeping at the Avengers tower that night, were all out cold before eleven. me: ahaha. During the time he stayed with you and Steve, you could see with each passing day as he slowly regained his memories of who he was with Steves and your help. Your turn., I wanted something to drink, see? Lets move our bodies! You stuck your hands in the air as high as they could go and pointed your hands out like a ostrichs face while you did a low lunge with one of your legs. Then you must do whatever it takes. Hes dead, we went to his funeral, Clint named his son after him., Yeah, Clints never heard the end of that. Tony smirked. I thought maybe one of you guys would get him before he actually stabbed me.. I think, I dont know. What do you want? Clint kept walking down the long hallway, nodding at people who said hello to him as he passed. You were waiting up in your room, not really paying attention to the YouTube video you were watching, too excited to pay attention. Its like when you looked into his eyes the whole world stopped for a second, every bad thing felt okay, the excitement in your nerves went to the maximum and you felt giddy in a way. She forgives easily, she sees the good in everybody. You smiled, you liked the sounds of her. Youve been an Avenger since the beginning and you could say that youve learned a lot of valuable things as an Avenger. Your legs dangled and swung lazily over the counters, your hands pressing against the cool countertops. You want some, you need some, youre grumpy-, Its only five, how long have you been up?!. Hey Bucky, Nat turned to look at him, she was sitting crisscross in a chair. Slowly you let one hand go, tipping forward even further until you were just held up by the grip of your left hand. This time though, you don't exactly fault him. Like you said, you cant even remember the last time someone got you flowers. The hand that held you up was getting clammy, eventually, youd slip and fall, but you held on, waiting for the right moment. You tried to talk Steve out of it and he said no. At least thats what they decided once the pestering and nagging and bouncing had stopped. We can not waste any time. She was walking right behind you, looking over your shoulder and making sure you were observing her notes. That is what scared Bucky the most. Dont regret not saving the one when you saved all the others. How long have you known her? His voice was still laced with jealousy and annoyance. You wouldnt even have to say it directly. But you had been so good with Bucky, you balanced each other and they thought you were doing better. We cant save them all, no hero is able to save the day without losing somebody along the way.. You cant fool me that easily, Y/n. He deepened his voice when he corrected himself and your lips twitched in a smile. Peter did call you later like he said he would, but you ignored him.